deny

1 ENTRIES FOUND:
deny /dɪˈnaɪ/ verb
denies; denied; denying
deny
/dɪˈnaɪ/
verb
denies; denied; denying
Britannica Dictionary definition of DENY
[+ object]
1 
a  : to say that something is not true
b  : to refuse to accept or admit (something)
2 
: to refuse to give (something) to someone : to prevent someone from having or receiving (something)
— see also denied bail at 1bail

deny yourself

: to not allow yourself to enjoy things or to have the things that you want