abandon

1 abandon /əˈbændən/ verb
abandons; abandoned; abandoning
1 abandon
/əˈbændən/
verb
abandons; abandoned; abandoning
Britannica Dictionary definition of ABANDON
[+ object]
1 
a  : to leave and never return to (someone who needs protection or help)
b  : to leave and never return to (something)
2 
: to leave (a place) because of danger
◊ If you abandon ship, you leave a boat or ship that is sinking.
◊ This phrase is sometimes used figuratively.
3 
: to stop supporting or helping (someone or something)
4 
: to stop doing or having (something) : to give up (something) completely

abandon yourself to

literary
: to allow yourself to be fully controlled or affected by (something, such as a strong emotion)

— abandonment

/əˈbændənmənt/ noun [noncount]
2 abandon noun
2 abandon
noun
Britannica Dictionary definition of ABANDON
[noncount]
: a feeling or attitude of wild or complete freedom